Tuesday, March 26, 2024

Daily Diary 1

Date - 26th Mar, 2024

Growing up with an elder sister and a younger brother, both academically gifted, I often found myself overshadowed by their achievements. While they consistently earned certificates and accolades in school, I struggled to garner any recognition. The sting of exclusion hit particularly hard during a school event where everyone, including my siblings and cousins, received certificates except for me. It was a moment of profound disappointment, marked by tears and a heavy heart. 

However, my mother became my pillar of strength, offering solace and unwavering encouragement. Her belief in my potential became the catalyst for my determination to succeed. Through years of relentless effort and perseverance, I eventually attained remarkable milestones. From securing a gold medal in MBA to being crowned Miss Fresher in college, serving as class representative for two consecutive years, and earning a scholarship worth Rs. 25,000, each achievement stands as a testament to my resilience and my mother’s unwavering support. Her constant motivation instilled in me a fervent desire to excel and make a positive impact on society. 

Today, fueled by a newfound sense of purpose, my aspiration is to continue striving for greatness and contribute meaningfully to the betterment of our community.

Thank you God for everything you have given to me. Thanks a lot.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

For My Father

I love you papa.
I may not say it you ,
But I get upset when you are not happy.
I get concerned when your health is not fine.

I feel great when you share with me.
I feel up when you play with me.

May God give you a long life , good health and happiness in life.

Yours sweetheart.

PS.I have been writing a lot for mother but this is the first time written something for my father.

Sunday, July 07, 2013

God ji

Yeh dil tuta tha

Tutne ke baad kisi ne iski parwah bhi nahi ki iski

Bechare ko bahut dukh hua

Bahut roya

Bahut dukhi hua

Kitney saal beet gaye kisi ne bhi isko nahi pucha

Phir yeh bechara khud uthaa

Phir se kisi ko talashne chala

Aur isko woh mila

Jisney issey gale se lagaya

Phir se jod diya

Aur iske saare dukh dur kar diye 

Phir yeh dil bahut mazbut ho gaya 

Aur dusro ko bhi issey mila raha hai

Iss dil ko apne GOD Ji mil gaye

Jo issey sabse zyada pyar kartey hai

Phir iss dil ne socha main kyu iss duniya ke liye rota hu

Main kyu iss duniya ke wajah se rota hu

Jab yeh duniya bananey wala mujhse itna pyar karta hai to main kyu
 na issey pyar kar lu

Bas phir kya tha iss dil ko apne SAI se pyar ho gaya


Aur ussey sab kuch mil gaya.

Ummeed

Apni ummedon pe kara utarna hai

khud ko sabse alag karna hai

Iss bheed main nahi ulhajana hai

Na iss bheed main humein shamil hona hai

Bas ek pyar ke sahare duniya main rahna hai

Aur yeh pyar dusro ko baatna hai


Sabka pyar dena hai aur detey hee rahna hai.

Talash

Kisiki talash main chal rahe hai yeh kadam

Kaisi talash main badh rahe hai yeh kadam

Yeh talash hai khud ki

Khud ko pehchan ne ki

Khud ko talash ne ki


Khud ko tarash ne ki.

Bhoolna

Main Tujhe (Khuda) bhool jau

Yeh meri adaat hai

Mera Khuda mujhe nahi bhoolta


Yeh uski adaat hai.

Zakhm

Kabhi na socha tha ki hum bhi kuch likh paenge

Kuch kar paenge

Dusro ko pyar kar paenge

Apne ko pehchan paenge

Lekin yeh duniya sab kuch sikha deti hai

Zakham dekar


Zakhmo pe mahram lagana bhi sikha deti hai.

Yaadein

Kahin na kahin .....kabhi na kabhi

Kuch yaadein reh jati hain

Jo dil ko humesha satati rahti hain

Dil ko kisi ki yaad dilati rahti hain

kuch bhi kar lo lekin yeh dil ki baatein dil main rah jati hain

Aur kuch khatti meethi yaadein yaad aati hain

kaise in yaadon ko bhulau main

kaise iss dil ko samjhau main.

Smile -:)



Hum Kya kisi ko kuch banaye

Hum to bas ek mitha sa ehsass dilaye

Jo sabke dil ko choo jaye

Aur ek pyari si Smile aapke chehre pe aa jaye.-:)))

Dayre



Apne hee dayron main bandhe hue hai hum

Apne hee uljhano main fase hue hai hum

Na jane kab in dayron se bahar aayegnge hum

Na jane in uljhano se nikal paenge hum

Mera KHUDA to baitha hai mujhe nikalene ke liye


Lekin shayad meri akal par hee raet ke teele bane hue hai.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Ek Boond ( A Raindrop)


Jyon nikal kar baadlon ki god se
Thi abhi ek boond kuch aage badi
Sochne phir – phir yahi jee mein lagi
Aah ! kyon ghar chod kar main yu khadi
Dev ! mere bhagya main kya bada
Main bachoongi ya miloongi dhul mein
Ya jaloongi gir angarey par kisi
Choo pa dungi ya kamal ke phool mein
Bah gayi us kaal ek aisi hawa
Veh samunder oar aayi anmani
Ek sunder seep ka mooh tha khula
Vah usi mein jaa padi moti bani
Log yu hee hain jhijhakte,sochte
Jab ki unko chodhna padta hai ghar
Kintu ghar ko chodhna aksar unhen
Boond lo kuch aur hee deta hai kar

As raindrop left the clouds, it started to think, "why did I leave (the comfort of) home?."
O God! what is in my fate?..will I fall on a heap of dust and become mud ?
or will I fall on an amber and get burned ?..or will I land on a beautiful lotus flower ?
A gust of air forced her towards the ocean
she fell into the open mouth of an oyster and became a pearl
Similarly people often hesitate to leave home
but as it happened to the raindrop, leaving home often turns out to be good for them.

Sunday, November 04, 2012

Its Been 26 years


Thank you so much Sai for this lovely day.Now its been 26 years.
Have learned so much in this 26years and still more to learn but understood only one thing from everything that “Its all my sai”,everything belong to you Sai and I am just your little child.
.

Want to quote a song “Kun Faya Kun” from the movie Rockstar.
Jab Kain pe kuch nahi tha
Wahi tha wahi tha wahi tha
Woh jo mujh mein samaaya, woh jo tujh mein samaaya
Maula wahin wahi maaya
Sajra savera mere tan barse
Kajra andhera teri jaan ki lau
Katra mila jo tere dar barse.
God ji , I just have my one wish on this birthday –
Ho mujhpe karam sarkar tera
Araj tujhe kar de mujhe
Mujhse hee riha
Ab mujhko bhi ho deedar mera
Kar de mujhe , mujhse hee riha…mujhse hee riha
Mann ke mere yeh bharam
Kachche mere yeh karam
Leke chale hain kahan
Main to jaanu hee na
Tu hai mujhe mein samaaya kahaan leke mujhe aaya
Main hoon tujh mein samaaya tere peeche chala aaya
Main toh jag ko naa bhaaya
Tune gale se lagaya haan phir tu hee hai khudaya
Sach tu hee khudaya.
Today it was a special birthday.Feels blessed to be with my Sai today.
Thank you so much for everything you have given to me.
Thank you for giving me lovely parents,lovely siblings,good education etc etc..
Thank you is a very small word for whatever you have given to me.
I Love you Sai.
Om Sai Ram

Friday, October 19, 2012

My Belief in My SAI


I feel as if something is there with me all the time….talking to me when I am alone …listening to me when no one is there to listen to my stupid nonsense talk…with whom I can share all my secrets….who loves me…who takes care of me…who just holds my hand and says, “Sweetheart don’t worry…I am always there with you….”…..who kisses my forehead and make me sleep well all night.

For me he is not limited to a deity or idol…

For me he is my father when I want some money

For me he is my mother when I want something to eat

For me he is my friend when I want to share my secrets

For me he is my sister when I want to share my girls talks

For me he is my brother when I want to play

For me he is my beloved when I want love

For me he is everything.

I Love u My Sai.You are everything for me.

OM SAI RAM.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Journey !! From known to unknown and from unknown to known………..


When I was small I used to ask myself who am I?,I am not able understand myself , Why I am here , what is the purpose of life, what is all this. I always used to ask myself all this but never shared it with my parents or anybody else.

Then, one day there was a seminar in our school I was in 8th standard and in that they said that you are an important person of this world. Realize your importance. At that time I was not able to actually understand it, but it was good to hear such kind of words.

Then, I remember whenever we used to have classes of moral education I used to love those classes and my teacher always used to talk about God. I used to love listening to her whereas, other students used to get bored.

Then, I was in 10th standard I was going to Beas with my family. One of my uncle believes a lot in Radhaswami, I asked him when one day we all die, everything will come to an end than what is the use of all this, what is the use of working so hard, studying and all. He said that we have to live and for that we have to do all this. I was never satisfied and keep on question myself, WHY ALL THIS? WHAT IS ALL THIS?
Then, once I was travelling from Delhi to Dehradun and all of a sudden I came across a person. By chance his interest and my interest were same. We talked about spirituality, moral values. He told me about meditation and Reiki.

At last, I realized myself when I came across Raj yoga meditation of Brahma Kumaris.I came to know about my true self that I am a soul. My purpose is to enhance my knowledge of soul, to know about that supreme soul, to know about my consciousness.My purpose is to spread smiles to this world.

To empower myself with true knowledge.

I pray to God to be with me. To always guide me on the path of truth and spirituality.
Om Sai Ram.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Shikwey




Bechara mera dil kitno ke shikwey aur shikayatein sunega

Woh kisko apni daastan kahega

Kya karu iss dil ka main

Kab tak yeh bechara yu hee tanha rahega.






Gift of Janamasthmi



Its feels good when you are able to say someone, “Aunty may I help you.”and Aunty replies with a sweet smile, “Yes beta.”

Today there was a celebration of janamashtami near my house.In that a lady and few people were distributing ruhafza to people.Me and mom saw them.I asked my mom should I go and help them.

My mom said , “You should definitely go and help them”.That lady was so happy as I asked her aunty may 
I help you.

That lady was not knowing me when everything got finished.My mom came ( My mom was knowing that lady ) and told that lady that “She is my daughter.”
Aunty told my mom, “That’s really good.She was a big help to us.”

I made my mother proud.And got a gift of janmashtami by serving them.

I feel eternal bliss is when I serve others without expecting anything in return from them. Just feel that My God has given me an opportunity to help others and bring a smile on their face.

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

Happy Raksha Bandhan !!!


Woh pal yaad aatey hai jo maine tere sath betaye hai

Woh sharatein jo maine tere sath ki hai

Woh khel jo humne sath sath khele hai

Woh barish main bheegtey hue bhuttey khana

Woh sath sath school jana

Tera mujhe samjhana aur mera tujhee samjhana ki –

“Didi jaldi se homework karke khelne challenge.”

Tu aaj mere sath nahi hai

Lekin teri yaad humesha mere dil main hai

Tu jahan bhi rahe

Jaise bhi rahe khush rahe

Meri duaayein tere sath humesha hai.

Happy Raksha Bandhan !!

Monday, July 23, 2012

Anjaan



Socha tha khud ko jaantey hai hum

Khud ko pehchantey hai hum

Lekin jab khud se rubaroo huye

To laga


Kitney anjaan thay KHUDA se hum.

Maut



kabse nighayen laga ke baithey hai tere intzaar main

Aye maut !! 


tu kab aayegi

Ab tu bhi aaja…

Tera bhi dedar kar le

Zindagi ko gale se lagaya hai

Uske har gam ko dil se sajaya hai

Ab tujhe (maut) bhi sar par saja ke chale hai





Kabse nighayen laga ke baithey hai…..

Friday, July 20, 2012

Doobna


Teri aankhon main doob jane ko jee chahta hai

Teri aankhon main doob jane ko jee chahta hai

Kambhakhat tera chasma humesha beech main aa jata hai

Hum to baithey gai inmein doobne ke liye


Tu jara chasma to uttar aur doob ja mere sang doobne ke liye.